I was gonna be

I was gonna be a dog
I was gonna be a tree
I was gonna be a cowboy
I was gonna be an actor
I was gonna be a writer
I was gonna be a cook
I was gonna be a bartender
I was gonna be a businessman
I was gonna be a husband
I was gonna be a daddy
I was gonna be successful!

I am a sober.
I am a businessman.
I fucked up!